yo. The name's grace. Asian. Not that pretty. Got pimples all over my face to prove it. Been trying for some time now to get rid of it. No, A LONG TIME. Darn it! why can't these little red pieces of crap just rot in hell! F@*%! Huff!
Anyways, i was told this blog here helps relieve depression. so here i am. trying get all my worries out. AND IT'S NOT HELPIN DAMN IT! maybe a little, but still!
Ok, nobody knows what I'm going through. They don't get that sometimes they pressure me too much and yeah, I have friends, but they're not. I mean i don't think they are. They don't feel like real friends to me. I'm just the person they get snacks from. That's it. They could just walk out on me any second. I don't want that, I don't wanna be alone. I don't wanna be the person that sits alone in the canteen at lunch, the only one reading in class at break time. I keep on faking and faking. Talk bout things i don't wanna talk bout like all those fashion and stuff. Sometimes, i actually enjoy their chats bout certain things like boys and stuff but other than that, I'm lost.
I tell myself, just keep it real, and I'm struggling but little by little , i guess I'm finally becoming less fake.
